I'm not really good in English. I do not consider myself one since I'm not a native speaker. Though I just love using the language not considering the grammar I use. I don't know where to start. I just want to start a blog and be a pro blogger someday. Hey! Have you read Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky? I got my Blog's title there. The kid's suicidal note. I'm not suicidal though I "consider" doing it when I was young. Hey, I was young. And I don't have really someone to talk to. If I would tell it to my best friend, she'd probably tell it to someone like the adults. And I don't want adults telling me what to do. They just don't get it. Their age is different from ours which they don't see clearly. They claim that they know all but honestly, they tell that because they feel superior over young minds. They don't know everything because they don't experience everything. What if the child's gone through a different path unlike her parents? Adults. I think I hate them. I don't know why. Maybe if I would get older I would hate myself eventually. And it's sad. It's sad to lose all the innocence. I wish the world is all about candies and playmates and peace and cute animals... Sorry, i can't resist. Anyways, I think it's just good to think that someday adults will learn on children's behavior, where running under the rain with the playmates be enough. But it's just wishful thinking. We're too proud to notice and admire them and learn from them. Well, whatever. I don't choose to don't care. And i don't know what I'm saying right now. Absolutely nonsense. Ya know what? I've got a report on Drama tomorrow and I haven't finished my Prezi presentation and i do want to sleep and I haven't washed the dishes yet and i badly want to watch my favorite show but i missed it and I'm really praying that school would be cancelled tomorrow and I'm terrified because I may not finish it on time and i don't like our first professor and i wonder what it feels like to have a boyfriend and kissing somebody and finally it's raining. But i do wish that there will be no classes tomorrow... Are you pissed? I am. I think I'm high. Well, later. :))
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